Up at 6am on Thanksgiving so I Might as Well Blog
Very early on Thanksgiving morning. Not gonna lie, I'm excited to go back to sleep after I write this, watch the parade on TV, have lunch at Granny's (we've always gone there for lunch on holidays) and see my little baby cousin, and whatever else we do. There's a new little person in our family that wasn't here last year. And she's adorable and I'm excited to see her. But there's also someone missing. Someone very important. This is the first Thanksgiving without Grandma. The first major holiday without her at that. This is a day I've dreaded for years, being the worrywart that I am. I knew at some point, she wouldn't be with us anymore and a holiday would come when we couldn't go to her house at supper time and eat all of her delicious food that I love so much and will never truly experience again. I think it was a lot harder to anticipate this day when she was still alive than it is now, although I am getting a little em...